my morning as usual
a bit unusual coz Melchizedek dtg early today
kalah me

then, Diana dtg asked us whether want to be
fasilitator for
Perkhemahan Agung Unit Beruniform
op koz we want !!

students from other skewl will be there too tomorrow
only 20 of them include guru pengiring

thats mean I'M GOING CAMPING
TOMORROW !!!
woooHoooOOOOooo !!!!
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today, kat Bengkel Fizik
aiyooo cikgu ya
isshhhh..sik suka me ngga...

tomorrow will be bengkel too
no study for whole day
besttttt !!!!!
:D
dahla ya..
mok g packing barang for tomorrow
have to get ready
op koz get ready from heart n mind
coz cabaran always
be in front of me

MAY GOD BLESS US AS WE DO OUR
DUTY AS WE BEING TOLD TODAY..
STRONG OUR MIND AND SOUL FOR ALL THE
CHALLENGES WE WILL FACE NO MATTER
FROM TEACHERS OR PARTICIPATERS...
AMEN..+

t.O.d.a.Y

me as usual
dtg ke sekolah ngan muka selamba
innocent la teyk..
jumpa geng tgh berkampong kat Dewan Teratai
riuh-rendah mcm berpesta
dont care whether its early in the mornink
:D

after 6.45,
went to Dataran Ilmu for perhimpunan
thought there will be perhimpunan
big NO after that..

its PROGRAM KEROHANIAN !!!
waaaaa.....oh No !!
enjoy it btw,
coz it bring me closer to Creator of Heaven n Earth
MDM GERADA be the speaker

learn a new thing today
remind me why am i on this earth
very meaningful morning to me

this is what i learnt n remember today
* LOVE - for He has love us
* SERVE - obey the 10 COMMANDMENTS
* PRAISE - for He is the only one that we should praise

* LOVE UR GOD WITH ALL UR HEART, WITH ALL UR SOUL,
WITH ALL UR MIND,
AND WITH ALL UR STRENGTH *
[FIRST COMMANDMENT]

messy of the jiwa

so lebat ujan today...
dtg sekolah me mbak muka selamba
ngga kelas dh huru-hara
me sik kisah..
me lari g tingkat atas
jumpa geng yg berkampong kat sains4
wahhh..best
pagi2 dh molah dosa..
mengumpat lagi...
wakakakakaka..
n then, dtg Melchizedek..
ingatkan nak nyanyi with him
but, me think better later..
wakakaakakkaka..
no purpose actually..
just want to make Loretta jealous..
:D

after that..
rehat time !!!
g bilik kaunseling ngan harapan dpt dudok sekjap..
ehehehehehe..
then,
i thought only me yg rasa mcm ada sesuatu
kat lam hati
just like pemberotakkan being held in there
waiting time to burst out

dont know why
maybe me thinking about something
about my nightmare
aiyoo...
so potong line lah ini dream
me dont care
me buat nothing happened..

me thinking about him so suddenly
out of blue
weekekekekeeke..
thinking wat he do today...
cewahhhh..feeling2 la plak ptg2 nie...
debbie2...so funny la u..

this Khamis da BENGKEL FIZIK..
tell later if get something funny..

to be continue....

s.p.a.c.e

again, i do my everyday routine on happy Sunday...
went to church
pray for my family, Christian people
n op koz to me la

feel so calm today
more calm than usual
gave my heart to breath
open my heart to all possibilities
feeeeellllll so gooood
thanx to my dear !!
wakwakwakwakwakwak......:))

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back from church
destination!!
Sing Kwong la mana lagi
:D
met daddy there, working
so busy
met neighbours
frens
and also
my kakak saudara over there
aiyaa..
i tell u
Sing Kwong so packed up with people today
no jalan to lalu
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i'm homeeeee!!
oMg-ess !!
belom masak lagi
kwangkwangkwang
daddy sudaa balik
makan roti jerr
sooo hungryyy
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
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slept until 3pm today...
waaaahhhhh...
sooo niiiceee...
then, suddenly i remember
about someone....
aiyoooo...
ngox betol saya...
missing him op koz
:D:))=)
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SSOOOOOOOO HAAAAPPPPPPPYYYY TODAYYY!!

decision . choices .

i wake up as usual just like other ordinary day...
i start my day with big smile on my face
i start my routine same as everyday

then i come to a point where i have to make decision
choices
i have to choose between 2
both i want
both i love
both i care
both i need
in my life
then,
i asked myself
"IS THIS THE RITE THING TO DO?"
"IS THIS THE RITE DECISION?"

now, it getting more complicated
than usual
the old flame light back when
i finally found the new flame
in the air

i cant dissappoint ppl around me
its just not rite
its feel like
i'm not be truthful to myself
but at last
i did it

wat a stupid thing
to say
to do
to make

i have to live my life
i have to live for my education
i have to live for my frens
i have to live for ppl i love
i have to live this everyday life
its full of challenge
its full of problems

i believe i can do it !!
DON'T STOP BELIEVING !!

the truth has been revealed..
kinda worry what will happened next...
y should it happened like this??
y does Xtell me about that person??
y doesXpersuade me to grab that person??
y does X told me something that will attached in my mind??
the most stupidest thing i've ever done...
should be more careful next time..
i'm afraid that X will tell him the truth
which totally opposite what i've told to that person...

so not in the mood today...
damn it...
:((
ponteng PRS meeting ... again ...
aiyaa...
also not going to kOkurikulum...
so tiredd..
second session of extra class always like this..

**** _ _ _ _ _ at add maths clasz today

sakit hati ku ngga budak dua org ya teyk kat kelas add maths...
dah taok sik hadir minggu lepas,
dtg petang tok,.
mengada-ngada..
"FIRST COME, FIRST SERVED"
watever LOSER...

nma jak ________
p, mata gatal ngga laki kelas seberang..
weyy, cermin la muka
korang ya..
korang ya bukan taste cda nya ok??!!
da faham tak !!

org kelas seberang sik pandang pon muka ko ya..
yg ko ngegeh2 tulis surat kat kawan nya
pa hal ?!!
dah org sik suka,
TERIMA JAK LAH KENYATAAN..
ngix alu eyh...

kat kelas, berfeeling2 sampey kuar ai mata..
sik malu..
dh besar mok nangis gara2 laki...
malu la ckit..
bukan sorang jak laki lam dunia tok..

confirm esok ku sik kan tegur ko ya..
novel mu akan ku BALING ke atas meja mu yg
"not so precious"

again, it make me wonder...
tension idop ku aie...
teruk giler
berserabut
hampir menuju ke tangga HOSPITAL BAHAGIA...
ku jumpa sorang teyk...
boleh dikatakan sebagai KLIEN...
wahhhhh...seksa idop jadi PRS...
p, ku enjoy...:D
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mun cta panjang hal towk pon sik berguna juak...
skip to this la..

puteri2 smk kid.do.wrong kena ceramah lagi !!!
bak kata bonda pengetua teyk
CULPRIT punya pasal..abis semua kenak..

heartless

heartless man..da ka patut pdh aku tok bka nyak?? mcm la ya nyak manah mat ... ish...benci ku eyh dipolah dak tok..nya ingat aku tok binatang kah huh??!!! nya HEBAT glak la teyk...sempurna glak kah??!! ko pon ada cacat juak taok sik..sik sempurna juak sakal fikiran ko ya... SHALLOWMIND ...boh ko mok berani ganggu2 idup aku...mun ku jumpa ko, masok hospital ko ku kerjakan klak...
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bucuk aty punya org...weyy,, setakat lu tu, wa tak kisah la wey...banyak lagi laki laen lam dunia ini doe...bukan ko sorang jak ngox...
ku asa ppuan kwu tinggalkan kwu gara2 perangai kwu yg sik sedar diri ya..sik pandey beruntung alu...dapat pulak balak yg macho p hanco kdk kwu...kesian ppuan ya..VIRGIN KILLER kwu ya taok sik...op koz not to me but to her...

crazy feeling

5sc3..
our mornink crushed, hancur berkecai by AFTERNOON SESSION students...
acting lyke they bigger than us..actually THEIR HEAD EGO...we let it go coz teacher want us to do lyke that...we kept unsatisfied feeling inside our heart..its urging..aching...hopefully, tomorrow will be better than today..
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there are so many things happening nowadays...students went overboard in their relationship...wish could help them...sometimes, it just wasting time to talk to people lyke them..
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psssttt..HEART...wat can i say about it ?? suda jatuh cinta with a guy at skewl...never tell him wat i feel coz me want us to be FRIEND not LOVER...he always kind to me...he care about me...he soo ROMANTIC in his own way...i know he do but i know i wont...
ahahahahahahahaha :D

STUPID KTKRK

ikan kaloi alu eyh budak 1 ktkrk...da kah patut gelar org yg lebih tua ngan nama APES ?? org bukan main bagus g minta ngan perkataan tolong, sila...balas g ngan perkataan yg kasar...NGOX !! KORANG YA G MUDA TAOK SIK..EGO KORANG JAK YANG BESAR..OTAK TA DA..we're not dirty n not stinky n absolutely, positively WE ARE NOT APES !!! sesuka aty jak...sik sedar kah huh??!! sik guna mata kah??!! mata jak ada, p HAMPEHHHHH!! bait bg kat org laen mata ya...

Pressure

wa sudah letih ngga muka, natap muka org yg sama jak everyday..but op koz not my friends' faces laa...they mean the WORLD to me...

soon, and i mean very soon...14 may second trial SPM examination...everyday ada2 jak extra clasz...asa sik mok jak..p tpaksa jua turun...klasz go as usual every single day...HOMEWORK, HOMEWORK, HOMEWORK...PEKA, PEKA, PEKA

it will not stop there..it goes on and on and on and on...

akhernya, ku jadi org FIRST siap AutoCAD..ahahahahahahaha...news for today..

"ME REALLY MISH HIM BAH KAT SKEWL TD..:(("...

FRIENDS by Michael W Smith

told b4, i'm here not for ur entertainment...korang sik juak paham pa ku pdh..ngox...asa mok cekik jak korang ya eyh...ikan kaloi korang ya..laki ku juak korang mok kejar...sikda kah laki laen lam dunia tok..?? nang mok rasa penampar korang tok..but i dont care..korang ambik jak la..kesian ngga korang dk ya..anyway...dont take him for granted...

sick of this day :((
met frenz, happy together..
saw someone makes us wanna peuuwk..ahahahahaha..
finally she get something from it....cerah masa depan kta kan geng2 semua...
hate that back-stabbie and her balak...cut org jak taok eyh..gago hal org jak..hal kdirik sik digago nya...heartless...cam lah nya ya HEBAT glak..maka sama jak kdk mek org...harap muka jak kacak," weyy kawan..itu tak cukup la klau nak minta kerja..."

waaaa..suda lma tak update blog sampai lupak password...

this is officially me, Debbie as u ol know...sitting for SPM this mighty year..frens always support as much as me support them..
LUV U ALL..