dilemma .. or may i put SO CALL DILEMMA

well, its New Year Eve and only couple of hours left ... and i still sitting, wondering what my life could be next year ... going 18 next year ... yeay me ~ *WHATEVER POSER!* ..

look, 

seriously, i'm not in the mood for luvie duvie, kissy kissy, hunnybunny, or huggie muggie now ... 

ANNOYING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argggghhh ! 

i really do wish i can go out, get some fun, go drunk and wild !

and ruined my virginity and dignity ??

what do you think ?! 

only fools do that .. 

haha! 

*secret*

there's something in that word V and D ...

sounds deep huh ?

well, 

new year mean new everything ..

me 50/50 ...

funny right ?

always like that ... u have to know ...

me is me .. me is Debbie ... 

nothing i can do to pleased anyone ... 

another sad story from me ....

no driving license .. cannot take it actually .. 

mom said .. 

"NADAI DUIT .. KENI KA BELAJAR .. ? NGANTI ILA MEH .. LUBAH KE MEH ..."

lame !!!!

tension .. tension !!!

salah kah aku ?

p/s : have to use my own mother tongue here ,, hope the viewers understand me .. its kinda hard to share in English ...

nda nmu nma hal ... 

taufan ndai ... jauh g nti tsunami ... 

anang gak besebut ke gunung berapi ... 

nang tiba2 jak aku amat2 ka nyabak ...

pedis ? 

nda la ... 

ringat ?

mimit .. 

terluka ?

lbh kurang kenya la .. 

amat meh nyak slh aku ... 

aku mulai ke jaku ya ?

please la .. 

tiap kali ya mdh ka bmanja ,

nang nyak jwpn aku .. 

salah kah kali tu ku nyaut kenya ?

jaie kah aku tu sampai ditegur kenya ??

aku nemu nma tai diadu aku mpu ... 

ku nemu nama tai disaut aku ... 

baru kali tu ya negur aku ... 

nti ya bc mslh, nma hal aku yg kena ?

slh kah semua nyak ?? 

slh kah cara aku nyaut ??

how to reply the texts if me myself don't know what to answer ?

saying a lot of things like i don't know ... 

stupid isn't it ?

i mean me .. 

well, its really time for me to walk out .. 

just wondering whats make me always feel like this ...

with the pain ..

i think i'm gonna die ... 

not die because of love .. 

die because of what i have done ... 

its really hard .. 

sometimes, i really don't understand him .. 

TEARS ARE MY FRIEND WHEN I'M TYPING THIS ... 

WITH THE SHAKING I FEEL ... 

I PROMISED MYSELF TO BE STRONG WHENEVER HE DO LIKE THAT ... 

this time ... 

i guess i can't ... 

p/s: for the viewers, please comment on this post ... only for those who understand what i'm going through ... and so do the one who know how to make me feel better .. i really need it ... i'll appreciate it .. thank you !

tiredness goes to happiness comes out sadness

well, Christmas is time to celebrate and feel the joy and the spirit its give to us every once a year ...  

but today .. another year without celebrating the greatest day with my family ... 

its my BIG SIS's birthday today ... 

hope she fine over there with her friends ...

what a poise young women ... 

:D

YEAY ! 

this is the happy version of the day :DD

the sad version ??

sure want to know ?!

here's the scoop ~

 between me and him partially ... 

my promise to him last night is .. 

tuuttttuutttt ! shhhh ~ secret !!!!

now, today, just now approximately ...

well, i have done my part in that promise ... 

don't blame me alright ?

he asked my permission to went to his friend's house .. 

i said

"permission granted young man" ... 

knowing that he would be happy and threw away the loneliness, sadness inside of him ... 

i .. me .. 

obviously .. glad making that decision ... 

but, in some place ... i kinda sad .. 

feeling empty ... 

feel being left out in that .. 

hah ! that the word i've been trying to searched all day long ... 

you know how it feel right when you especially if you a girl 

waiting your man to reply your texts or waiting for him to texts your 

for hours ?

disappointed ? frustrated ? 

maybe some of us feel like that ... 

me one of you ... 

in this case , i'm not trying to blame him or even myself ...

well, maybe a bit on myself ... 

but, he should have been telling me whereabout he is 

don't you think so ?

even though he not have the chance to tell ... 

i knew how busy he is 

when I'M TEXT HIM FIRST !

whats that feel like huh ?

well, pissing of on myself pal !

when i said .. 

"nevermind ... ok .. later msg"

he .. blabbb !

"take a rest my dear.. love u"

me ? 

haha ! more interesting !

"erm" is my answer .. 

serve him right !

i will act like a fool .. 

HAHA !!

nevertheless ... 

its all happen for reason .. 

i'm about to reached myself to the goal of changing myself .. 

YEAY ME !!

no more hatred enemies ... '

more love for enemies ... 

actually is feel so damn good when you have haters ... !

sure u all have heard this kind of statement before ... 

its goes like this ..

~come on haters ! hate me more ... mock me ... spread the lies about me .. 

i'll get the reward ... you loss ... 

want to know why ?

YOU MAKE ME FAMOUS and MAKE ME APPEAR ON THE FRONT PAGE !~

so, i make room for my haters .. 

no big deal .. as long as they happy live in it ... 

:D

맛있는 사실에 대해선 초콜릿 a.k.a Delicious Facts about CHOCOLATE

CHOCOLATE can comes is many shapes ..

they can be in shapes of BAR, COINS, STICK even ICE CREAM !!

they tastes so damn DELICIOUS and melted right away in your mouth ...

this is a full SATISFACTION .. 

rumors about chocolate ? well .. u gotta believe the rumors because 

IT IS 99.99% .. 

don't ask me where the heck is 

00.01% go ... 

let me share with u some of the facts ...

1. Chocolate is actually a valuable energy source. A single chocolate chip can provide enough energy for an    adult human to walk 150 ft.

2. Chocolate has great health benefits. It helps with depression, high blood pressure, Tumors and Pre-menstrual syndromes.

3. Chocolate does not cause or aggravate acne, this is a myth.

4. One ounce of baking chocolate or cocoa contains 10% of the daily recommended intake of iron.

5. Chocolate can be deadly for dogs. Chocolate contains an ingredient called "Theobromine" which can be toxic to a dogs central nervous system and cardiac muscles.

6. People spend  more than $7 billion dollars a year on chocolate.

7. The per capita consumption of chocolate indicates that each person consumes 12 pounds of chocolate each year.

8. Milk Chocolate is the most preferred type of chocolate, however dark chocolate is especially popular among men.

while other believe thats chocolate is the best effect for SENSUALITY .. 

its mean u will getting high after eating chocolate ...

sounds bad isn't it ?

well ..

don't judge other .. 

its their right .. 

:))

CHOCOLATE can be good and can be bad at the same time ... 

too much CHOCOLATE ... 

its drive us to FATTINESS and LACK OF EVERYTHING ... 

well , physically and emotionally 

mentality also ... 

in average ...

CHOCOLATE can gives us energy ... 

high self-esteem ... 

its help to cure asthma ... 

now, thats great !

HELP University College

here the thing ... i purposely take this quiz .. just want to see the glimpse of my future .. this is how i want it to be one day ... i really want to this ...  at first, i do this for fun .. but, then it turn to OBSESSION .. it becomes my PASSION .. 

GLIMPSE OF MY FUTURE ... 

http://www.help.edu.my/facebook/search.php?q=fdf0e6459d46ce0b616e7e277d2e967c

this is the link ... 

you can view it yourself .. 

my future ... 

now, 

it seems impossible to study what i want to be ... 

i can .. 

i know i can .. 

i absolutely can do this !! 

YEAH ! 

i will prove this to you one day !!

the day ~

FYZA + DEBBIE ~

last day after paper ENGINEERING DRAWING ... 

she offered herself okeyh ??

its for memory for almost 2 years in the same class with her and all the gang .. 

although 

sometimes disagreement happened .. 

but, we still

STICK TOGETHER AS FRIENDS 

and 

NO ONE CAN DENY IT !!

credit to Eqa !

tq yea .. 

nice ~~

the story goes like this ... 

now, we were the SPM candidates .. 

no doubt on it .. 

but ..

yeah .. SPM mean FUTURE and FUTURE mean we have to find our own next step 

in life ... 

no more high school ..

no more friends we used to hang out with .. 

and of course .. 

the memories will be on our mind all the time ... 

SORRY FOR ALL THE WRONGS I'VE DONE .... 

cut the sadness .. find the happiness !!

hey !! 4 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !!

whats the plan ??

celebrate with everybody ~~

now ... 25th of DECEMBER 1988 ... this beautiful lady was born ... 

she's 22 this year .. 

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS !!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

PEACE LOVE & JOY of CHRISTMAS !

 

given by : HELEN HENQLE ~ the girl who loves ORANGE and GREEN !

her message to DEBBIE WILSON DAVIS .. 

me of course ...

who else ???

HAHA 

:D

 MERRY XMAS !!
Wishing u this season lights up ur heart n home with joy ..
May we be blessed with LOVE,PEACE,HAPPINESS ..
Sincerely,helen .. :))

u ada ? sik ada kan ?!

HEHE

 bah2, 

thats all ... !

enjoy your christmas and new year 

start a new life ... !

GOD BLESS !

the spirit of Christmas !

me && Patricia ~

during christmas carolling ..

well, to be exact ..

before the carollers arrived at her home .. 

:DD

so tired because just back from gathering with classmates and

our English teacher

MDM. LOO 

~to MDM. LOO ... 

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING~

sorry ! have to edit this picture ... 

my face look quite pale ... 

but, 

nevermind .. 

still smiling right ?

HAHA

this is during CHRISTMAS PROCESSION ..

taken by LORETTA 

right before we started to walk along the road of BINTULU ... 

starting point this year same as before .. 

OLD BINTULU AIRPORT 

end point of course .. 

ESPLANADE 

MY MOBILE ~

DATE OF PURCHASE::

011010

DATE OF "SOT"::

131210

PRICE::

RM200

DATE OF PURCHASE::

030409

DATE OF TAKEN::

130709

PRICE::

RM330

now .. 

i don't care la if i bought this two mobile

with my own money ... 

not also care if they ROSAK or whatsoever ... 

but, 

UNFORTUNATELY ... 

these were bought using MY PARENT'S MONEY !!!

thats why when these two ROSAK ... 

i'll try whatever the way are to fixed them ... 

its not worth it for some people ... 

but for me ,

they are ... 

i appreciated it even my hands are kinda ROUGH with my mobile .. 

REGRET ?!!

OF COURSE I AM !!!

Our Friendship

spend hours of time doing this ..

tears rolled down ...

indicates that me really miss the fun, the laugh and most of all the joy we had ...

hopefully can do like this again another time ..

^^

time to light up the world !

In the western world, the birthday of Jesus Christ has been celebrated on December 25th.There were mid-winter festivals in ancient Babylon and Egypt, and Germanic fertility festivals also took place at this time. The birth of the ancient sun-god Attis in Phrygia was celebrated on December 25^th, as was the birth of the Persian sun-god, Mithras. The Romans celebrated Saturnalia, a festival dedicated to Saturn, the god of peace and plenty, that ran from the 17^th to 24^th of December. Public gathering places were decorated with flowers, gifts and candles were exchanged and the population, slaves and masters alike, celebrated the occasion with great enthusiasm.In Scandinavia, a period of festivities known as Yule contributed another impetus to celebration, as opposed to spirituality. As Winter ended the growing season, the opportunity of enjoying the Summer's bounty encouraged much feasting and merriment.The Celtic culture of the British Isles revered all green plants, but particularly mistletoe and holly. These were important symbols of fertility and were used for decorating their homes and altars.New Christmas customs appeared in the Middle Ages. The most prominent contribution was the carol, which by the 14th century had become associated with the religious observance of the birth of Christ.In Italy, a tradition developed for re-enacting the birth of Christ and the construction of scenes of the nativity. This is said to have been introduced by Saint Francis as part of his efforts to bring spiritual knowledge to the laity.Saints Days have also contributed to our Christmas celebrations. A prominent figure in today's Christmas is Saint Nicholas who for centuries has been honored on December 6th. He was one of the forerunners of Santa Claus.Another popular ritual was the burning of the Yule Log, which is strongly embedded in the pagan worship of vegetation and fire, as well as being associated with magical and spiritual powers.Celebrating Christmas has been controversial since its inception. Since numerous festivities found their roots in pagan practices, they were greatly frowned upon by conservatives within the Church. The feasting, gift-giving and frequent excesses presented a drastic contrast with the simplicity of the Nativity, and many people throughout the centuries and into the present, condemn such practices as being contrary to the true spirit of Christmas.The earliest English reference to December 25^th as Christmas Day did not come until 1043.

Christmas is a season to celebrate

Christmas is a season to receive

Christmas is a season to give

Christmas is a season to open the new book in life

Christmas is a season to be jolly

Christmas is a season to be with family

Christmas is a season to be what we want

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

unique not ANTIQUE ~

my hamster ~

no more her in this family ...

she's not coming back ...

i can accept it now ...

just sometime, when see her cage ...

make me realized that

i'm really empty now ..

she's my friend when

i'm feeling down ...

longing for her ...

feeling missing her so much lately ...

she never can be replaced ...

plus, included not EXCLUDED ..

me thinking when my hair can grow ?

miss my long hair ....

damn it rosak last2 month ...

huhu !

kena tegur sdh gara2 potong rambut ...

hehe ~

sorry !

no latest photo from him ~

hehe

miss him so much !

miss his voice,

miss his face ..

still remember the first time i saw him at church

nice moment ..

nice to hold ...

meant to be mine ...

DONNY ISYAK ANGGOR

perfecto !

lovin' myself here ~

haha ! nice capture bro !!

love bring me near to you ..

love make me appreciate you more ...

you steal my heart till now ..

fall in love everyday with you ...

you're the one ..

the one ...

another me from our outing ..

photo taken by MR. PAPARAZZI ..

Melchizedek Michael op koz ..

lets call him FREELANCE PHOTOGRAPHER keyh ?

hehe !

this is my new friends although me do not know them well ...

my new sister ...

want to know their face ?

lets rob it now !

introducing !!!! *drumroll please*

margaret and lozethien ...

elyvia gitu lorh ...

naa .. more about her .. me also don't know ..

but,

obviously,

she's good to me ... care about me ... nice to have sister like her even though we haven't met yet ...

don't know why ...

but, in the same time ..

i miss her too ...

hehe ~

to sista ku : margaret, lozethien and elyvia ..

suhie enchuri gambar ...

stay bajik okeyh ?

from me ... debbie ..

:)

want to meet my family ?

my new family ?

stay tuned with me DEBAB !

*new name from my cuzzie*

haha !

edited picture of

MR. and MRS. WILSON DAVIS CHAPOH

great person even though me always make them upset ...

GOD ALWAYS BLESS YOU ..

GOD BLESS YOUR 21st YEAR OF MARRIAGE ...

new person in life ...

wonder they know about me ...

hehe

hello there MR. and MRS. ANGGOR ..

nice !

WENNY WILSON DAVIS ..

sista bh nie ...

cun kan ?

syg klo borang dh full ..

haha !

next time

u dh kja ... don't forget belanja i ~

THINGS KEEP ON CHANGING

PEOPLE KEEP ON MANIPULATING OTHERS ...

BUT

ONE THING WE MUST KEEP HOLDING ON ...

L I F E M U S T G O E S O N ...

SET YOUR MINDS ON THINGS THAT ARE ABOVE

NOT ON THINGS THAT ARE ON THE EARTH ...

-FINISH-

forever me ~ DEBBIE WILSON DAVIS

gonna get this ...

its not that hard to change

if

1. really want to change

2. sincere to yourself

3. allow and accept criticism

4. live the way who we are

and the most important is

5. ENJOY and LIVE LIFE OUT LOUD !

a person will stay the same if

no will, no sacrifice, no changes, no attitude, no respect, no love, no honesty, no nothing ...

its true that we don't have anything..

but, make that anything as SOMETHING ...

don't be such a POSER ...

whats the use if and only if we are so damn smart if

no respect for others ...

lets speak out this one ...

wealth does not come from your bank account, wealth comes from the depth of your heart. What you really want is happiness. You might believe that a fat bank account will get you there, but that's false. Happy people are happy rich or poor, unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor. Money simply masks your real being by giving you activities to occupy your mind. Don't fool yourself, recession or not, your true wealth comes from your heart and is always only there.

that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

Bila Cinta-Gio (male version) with lyrics.wmv

what i understand from this song is ...

accept whoever your partner are ..

appreciate them ...

Elvis Presley - Love Me Tender (Lyrics)

this is what i gave to someone this morning ...

loving this song as much as my father do ...

really nice words to expressed to someone when really in love ...

determined to change ...

but, as simple as me ..

i need to change myself ....

i try my best ....

its for my own sake ...