future ^^

ohhyeaahhh !! received letter from SEGi College . yesssss !! read , read , read and keep on reading . MPharm of Pharmacy .. Foundation first . woowww ! fantabulous news for me . pharmacy is one of my interest . more to law is what i want because i want to be the next leader in law ! *building castle in the air is not useless , but , it worth it !* . the next thing , when i filled out the application form , suddenly , i think . what if i send an email to them and list out my other course of interest and see how they respond ? *finally , i did it !* .. now , the only thing left is , waiting for my SPM result on March . *can't wait !* .. then , call to MSU and inform them about my result . ohhh . hehe ! btw , beside law , i'm also love MLT . i chose the course that will make me satisfy and not regret in my own choices of career one day ~ .. 


here i am , sitting in front of pc , typing , and thinking the next word to say . know what ? i'm positively and absolutely sure about my choices . no regret , only satisfaction inside of me now . greattt ! can't wait to tell my dad !! ohhmyy ~ really2 happy now . 


another news , i'd got my phone back .. yess ! big YESSS !! ^^ .. 
oh well readers , i'll stop here first . i'll tell more if there any news . don't worry ! 

Gospel : JOHN 2:1 - 11

very interesting extract from Bible that every couple should focus on ... the Reverend also focus this extract to young men and women ... in fact , its focus on every single person that know the meaning of MARRIAGE .. 

here it is --->> On the third day a wedding took place at Cana in Galilee . Jesus' mother was there , and Jesus and his disciples had also been invited to the wedding . When the wine was gone , Jesus' mother said to him , " They have no more wine . " Dear woman , why do you involve me ?" Jesus replied . " My time has not yet come ." His mother said to the servants , "Do whatever he tells you ." Nearby stood six stone water jars , the kind used by the Jews for ceremonial washing , each holding from twenty to thirty gallons . Jesus said to the servants , " Fill the jars with waters ," so they filled them to the brim . Then he hold them , "Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet ." They did so , and the master of the banquet tasted the water that had been turned into wine . He did not realize where it had come from , though the servants who had drawn the water knew . Then he called the bridegroom aside and said , "Everyone brings out the choice wine first and the cheaper wine after the guests have had too much to drink ; but you have saved the best till now ." This , the first of his miraculous signs , Jesus performed at Cana in Galilee . He thus revealed his glory , and his disciples put their faith in him . 

now , as for the conclusion , Reverend listed out four of them ...

1. invite Him to your marriage life 
2. bring your needs to Him
3. gives out what He had and
4. give out what you need ... 

i'm not sure about the last two things ... i mean , whether i heard the wrong or right thing as i was seated at the back , just a few steps away from the door .. its quite noisy and i'm not ashamed to admit that i'm kinda sleepy at that particular time ... 

the Reverend also said that marriage is an eye-opener ... for me , from my point of view , it absolutely open the new world ... 

date to remember ---> after midnight ... 280111

well , frankly , i don't know how to start the day ... half cautious , i got myself into troubles last night ... not to mention the wrong recipient of the goodnight msg , thats just a tiny things ... hilarious ... then , out of blue .. i was so damn upset , angry with him ... if my reason was because he controlling my bedtime , thats was totally lame ... 
slipped out , i mentioned her name ... he , who supposed to be sleeping at that time , wake up and asked me why her name is brought up to public ... Facebook .. of course it public .. everyone see it , the one who search for her is the one who eager to know right ? just like i was totally possessed , hypnotized by something ... BAD ENERGY ...  then , from the matter of that lady , it become deeper ... it went off the track ... out of topic ... when he asked why her , why her ... i blocked myself to answer him because i don't have the answer ... 
well , obviously , all the anger , frustrated about me all this time , he let it out last night ... can't say i'm shocked because i'm not ... regret is the exact word ... i was mad at myself ... fully awake , i made a decision ... i want to leave this world ... and yes of course ... who want his lady to leave right ? he strictly said he "banned" me from doing stupid things ... 
this morning , i clear it out .. partially .. i don't know what to think .. i'm lost .. gone with myself ... i'm not me ... not the one who always make jokes in the morning ... i smiled all day , i laughed ... inside , only me knows the pain ... then , i talked to myself .. i should listen this time ... listen to what he say no matter what ... that the best ... he want perfection in this relationship ... and i , have to be open ... more open this time ... i don't want to feel the pain either do he ...   
maybe the journey to find myself , the road i'd chose not right this time ... i need to find other way ... a way that did not hurt him , cause trouble , where i can be happy ... he hurt a lot .. its all my fault ... 
from now on , i can't promise anything ... can't bear it if i break my own promise ... if this happen for reasons , i take it ... stop being hypocrite , ego , selfish , bad-manner , negative , shallow mind ... i have to stop all that ... i want to shift it to the good side .. i have stand on the bad side for to long now ...  


in my head right now , i don't know .. its all mess up ... can't untangled it one by one ... daangg ! its so hard ... how i wish i can scream out loud right now ... maybe i just need some good day rest , good long night to sleep ... day by day , i sleep more less .. weird .. why ? wake up so damn fresh in the morning with only sometimes 2 or 3 hours of sleeping ... what a life ! 

awkward ! HAHA ^^

ceritanya begini ... kononnya , nak send gudnite msg kat si dia ... aduhh ! tertekan nombor 32665 doe ! HAHA ... malu2 ... dah la 5 minit g msg ya melekat kat wall ~ hoho ! bagi nok paham ayat2 jiwang ya tek , nang sah laa ada komen2 .. macam dua orang kakak ya tek .. malu2 !! sepantas kilat online ... aduhh .. siktauk la brapa ramai org dok baca msj ya .. malu sik terkata g tok ... dah la ayat last ya nang power .. apuu !! 

mati malu tok lak ... ishh ! 

pa la pandangan korang oo ? dah la aku asyik post status yg lain , tiba2 terkeluar plak rahsia percintaan ... malu abis tok doe ! adoe2 .. dak ney la mok menghadapi hari2 besok dan kemudian .. ? 

pikir balit , mati tetak ada juak tok lak ... gney la ku mok tutup cerita malu tok oo ? sibaiii ehhh ... !!

ukan sibai rah kejahatan , sibai rah keganjalan ... da kah dak ya ? hehe ! lantak la lipan ... sikda kesah g .. lari jak la dari fb seminggu , sebulan , dua bulan ... haha ! 

MCB bonar ... !

tok la aku malas ... semua la serba tak kena ... apa kah ? dah nya yg tiba2 tanya ttg PERIOD ... ney la aku suka ... ya isu sensitif kinek bah ... kakya , aku reply sepatah pun , mala jak kena tegur .. apuu ! sikda seput waii ... ! ngekk lalu ... bukan la mok ngutuk laki diri mpun kat ctok , malas doe .. malas .. sengal sangat2 .. naik gila olah nya ... last2 , baruk ku sedar aku perlu jimat kredit tpon ... ya la , nama dah pengganggur terhormat ... neyda elaun g everymonth ... ada pun , ikut angin org berik ... sabar jak la .. 


punya la jahat hati , panas g ... apa aku sent tadik pun aku sik ingat g ... aku marahnya kali ... sindir pun ada rasanya ... apa kah main rasa2 ? nang betul la ya .. memang marah , memang sindir ... gudnite msg pun aku buat bodoe jak .. malas ku mok lalek g aihh ... tgh2 mlm moha ... subuh jak la tdo .. biar sakit terus .. masok hospital pun bagus kali .. HAHA ... paloi2 !!


pa g ku mok share tok ? panas2 neyda pikir apa2 g ... esok edit jak la mun ada apa mok ditambah , ditolak , didarab , dibahagi ... papa jak la ... 

 O U T  ! !

first story for 2011

first of all , hello peeps ! ^^ ... brand new January will come to an end soon ... here's come Chinese New Year .. 

haisshh ~ lama dah x update blog ehh ... maklum laa .. xda story nak share ... kontang bah otak ku .. HAHA ... 

bosan asyik lepak dlm rumah ... esehh .. kununnya laa ... online jajak la kerja aku dok rumah ... makan , tidur .. lama2 gumuks ... body still maintain oOoOOooO ....................... yesss ! lama dah perah , bilas otak , x jgak jumpa jalan nak pujuk org .. nak drive bah nihh !! duuuhhhaaaa ~ .... 

new me ? no .. still the same person ... only trying to stay away from probs and all negative things .... 

January ? face a lot of difficulties especially in my relationship ... like what have been told , my probs + happy relationship = small fight +  still loving each other .... only when there's a level when i'm very serious to walk out from everyones' life ..... stupid ? yes i am ... HAHA !

stressful time , wonder how to live ... i treat ever single day as the last day on earth ... rumors here and everywhere ... DOOM'S DAY ... whatever or whenever it is , only BIBLE can tell the story ... i read THE REVOLUTION once ... haven't finish it yet ... hey ! no worry !! read it , then , u will find calmness in your heart .. believe me .. it works ! 

dilemma .. or may i put SO CALL DILEMMA

well, its New Year Eve and only couple of hours left ... and i still sitting, wondering what my life could be next year ... going 18 next year ... yeay me ~ *WHATEVER POSER!* ..

look, 

seriously, i'm not in the mood for luvie duvie, kissy kissy, hunnybunny, or huggie muggie now ... 

ANNOYING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argggghhh ! 

i really do wish i can go out, get some fun, go drunk and wild !

and ruined my virginity and dignity ??

what do you think ?! 

only fools do that .. 

haha! 

*secret*

there's something in that word V and D ...

sounds deep huh ?

well, 

new year mean new everything ..

me 50/50 ...

funny right ?

always like that ... u have to know ...

me is me .. me is Debbie ... 

nothing i can do to pleased anyone ... 

another sad story from me ....

no driving license .. cannot take it actually .. 

mom said .. 

"NADAI DUIT .. KENI KA BELAJAR .. ? NGANTI ILA MEH .. LUBAH KE MEH ..."

lame !!!!

tension .. tension !!!

salah kah aku ?

p/s : have to use my own mother tongue here ,, hope the viewers understand me .. its kinda hard to share in English ...

nda nmu nma hal ... 

taufan ndai ... jauh g nti tsunami ... 

anang gak besebut ke gunung berapi ... 

nang tiba2 jak aku amat2 ka nyabak ...

pedis ? 

nda la ... 

ringat ?

mimit .. 

terluka ?

lbh kurang kenya la .. 

amat meh nyak slh aku ... 

aku mulai ke jaku ya ?

please la .. 

tiap kali ya mdh ka bmanja ,

nang nyak jwpn aku .. 

salah kah kali tu ku nyaut kenya ?

jaie kah aku tu sampai ditegur kenya ??

aku nemu nma tai diadu aku mpu ... 

ku nemu nama tai disaut aku ... 

baru kali tu ya negur aku ... 

nti ya bc mslh, nma hal aku yg kena ?

slh kah semua nyak ?? 

slh kah cara aku nyaut ??

how to reply the texts if me myself don't know what to answer ?

saying a lot of things like i don't know ... 

stupid isn't it ?

i mean me .. 

well, its really time for me to walk out .. 

just wondering whats make me always feel like this ...

with the pain ..

i think i'm gonna die ... 

not die because of love .. 

die because of what i have done ... 

its really hard .. 

sometimes, i really don't understand him .. 

TEARS ARE MY FRIEND WHEN I'M TYPING THIS ... 

WITH THE SHAKING I FEEL ... 

I PROMISED MYSELF TO BE STRONG WHENEVER HE DO LIKE THAT ... 

this time ... 

i guess i can't ... 

p/s: for the viewers, please comment on this post ... only for those who understand what i'm going through ... and so do the one who know how to make me feel better .. i really need it ... i'll appreciate it .. thank you !

tiredness goes to happiness comes out sadness

well, Christmas is time to celebrate and feel the joy and the spirit its give to us every once a year ...  

but today .. another year without celebrating the greatest day with my family ... 

its my BIG SIS's birthday today ... 

hope she fine over there with her friends ...

what a poise young women ... 

:D

YEAY ! 

this is the happy version of the day :DD

the sad version ??

sure want to know ?!

here's the scoop ~

 between me and him partially ... 

my promise to him last night is .. 

tuuttttuutttt ! shhhh ~ secret !!!!

now, today, just now approximately ...

well, i have done my part in that promise ... 

don't blame me alright ?

he asked my permission to went to his friend's house .. 

i said

"permission granted young man" ... 

knowing that he would be happy and threw away the loneliness, sadness inside of him ... 

i .. me .. 

obviously .. glad making that decision ... 

but, in some place ... i kinda sad .. 

feeling empty ... 

feel being left out in that .. 

hah ! that the word i've been trying to searched all day long ... 

you know how it feel right when you especially if you a girl 

waiting your man to reply your texts or waiting for him to texts your 

for hours ?

disappointed ? frustrated ? 

maybe some of us feel like that ... 

me one of you ... 

in this case , i'm not trying to blame him or even myself ...

well, maybe a bit on myself ... 

but, he should have been telling me whereabout he is 

don't you think so ?

even though he not have the chance to tell ... 

i knew how busy he is 

when I'M TEXT HIM FIRST !

whats that feel like huh ?

well, pissing of on myself pal !

when i said .. 

"nevermind ... ok .. later msg"

he .. blabbb !

"take a rest my dear.. love u"

me ? 

haha ! more interesting !

"erm" is my answer .. 

serve him right !

i will act like a fool .. 

HAHA !!

nevertheless ... 

its all happen for reason .. 

i'm about to reached myself to the goal of changing myself .. 

YEAY ME !!

no more hatred enemies ... '

more love for enemies ... 

actually is feel so damn good when you have haters ... !

sure u all have heard this kind of statement before ... 

its goes like this ..

~come on haters ! hate me more ... mock me ... spread the lies about me .. 

i'll get the reward ... you loss ... 

want to know why ?

YOU MAKE ME FAMOUS and MAKE ME APPEAR ON THE FRONT PAGE !~

so, i make room for my haters .. 

no big deal .. as long as they happy live in it ... 

:D

맛있는 사실에 대해선 초콜릿 a.k.a Delicious Facts about CHOCOLATE

CHOCOLATE can comes is many shapes ..

they can be in shapes of BAR, COINS, STICK even ICE CREAM !!

they tastes so damn DELICIOUS and melted right away in your mouth ...

this is a full SATISFACTION .. 

rumors about chocolate ? well .. u gotta believe the rumors because 

IT IS 99.99% .. 

don't ask me where the heck is 

00.01% go ... 

let me share with u some of the facts ...

1. Chocolate is actually a valuable energy source. A single chocolate chip can provide enough energy for an    adult human to walk 150 ft.

2. Chocolate has great health benefits. It helps with depression, high blood pressure, Tumors and Pre-menstrual syndromes.

3. Chocolate does not cause or aggravate acne, this is a myth.

4. One ounce of baking chocolate or cocoa contains 10% of the daily recommended intake of iron.

5. Chocolate can be deadly for dogs. Chocolate contains an ingredient called "Theobromine" which can be toxic to a dogs central nervous system and cardiac muscles.

6. People spend  more than $7 billion dollars a year on chocolate.

7. The per capita consumption of chocolate indicates that each person consumes 12 pounds of chocolate each year.

8. Milk Chocolate is the most preferred type of chocolate, however dark chocolate is especially popular among men.

while other believe thats chocolate is the best effect for SENSUALITY .. 

its mean u will getting high after eating chocolate ...

sounds bad isn't it ?

well ..

don't judge other .. 

its their right .. 

:))

CHOCOLATE can be good and can be bad at the same time ... 

too much CHOCOLATE ... 

its drive us to FATTINESS and LACK OF EVERYTHING ... 

well , physically and emotionally 

mentality also ... 

in average ...

CHOCOLATE can gives us energy ... 

high self-esteem ... 

its help to cure asthma ... 

now, thats great !

HELP University College

here the thing ... i purposely take this quiz .. just want to see the glimpse of my future .. this is how i want it to be one day ... i really want to this ...  at first, i do this for fun .. but, then it turn to OBSESSION .. it becomes my PASSION .. 

GLIMPSE OF MY FUTURE ... 

http://www.help.edu.my/facebook/search.php?q=fdf0e6459d46ce0b616e7e277d2e967c

this is the link ... 

you can view it yourself .. 

my future ... 

now, 

it seems impossible to study what i want to be ... 

i can .. 

i know i can .. 

i absolutely can do this !! 

YEAH ! 

i will prove this to you one day !!

the day ~

FYZA + DEBBIE ~

last day after paper ENGINEERING DRAWING ... 

she offered herself okeyh ??

its for memory for almost 2 years in the same class with her and all the gang .. 

although 

sometimes disagreement happened .. 

but, we still

STICK TOGETHER AS FRIENDS 

and 

NO ONE CAN DENY IT !!

credit to Eqa !

tq yea .. 

nice ~~

the story goes like this ... 

now, we were the SPM candidates .. 

no doubt on it .. 

but ..

yeah .. SPM mean FUTURE and FUTURE mean we have to find our own next step 

in life ... 

no more high school ..

no more friends we used to hang out with .. 

and of course .. 

the memories will be on our mind all the time ... 

SORRY FOR ALL THE WRONGS I'VE DONE .... 

cut the sadness .. find the happiness !!

hey !! 4 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !!

whats the plan ??

celebrate with everybody ~~

now ... 25th of DECEMBER 1988 ... this beautiful lady was born ... 

she's 22 this year .. 

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS !!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

PEACE LOVE & JOY of CHRISTMAS !

 

given by : HELEN HENQLE ~ the girl who loves ORANGE and GREEN !

her message to DEBBIE WILSON DAVIS .. 

me of course ...

who else ???

HAHA 

:D

 MERRY XMAS !!
Wishing u this season lights up ur heart n home with joy ..
May we be blessed with LOVE,PEACE,HAPPINESS ..
Sincerely,helen .. :))

u ada ? sik ada kan ?!

HEHE

 bah2, 

thats all ... !

enjoy your christmas and new year 

start a new life ... !

GOD BLESS !

the spirit of Christmas !

me && Patricia ~

during christmas carolling ..

well, to be exact ..

before the carollers arrived at her home .. 

:DD

so tired because just back from gathering with classmates and

our English teacher

MDM. LOO 

~to MDM. LOO ... 

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING~

sorry ! have to edit this picture ... 

my face look quite pale ... 

but, 

nevermind .. 

still smiling right ?

HAHA

this is during CHRISTMAS PROCESSION ..

taken by LORETTA 

right before we started to walk along the road of BINTULU ... 

starting point this year same as before .. 

OLD BINTULU AIRPORT 

end point of course .. 

ESPLANADE 

MY MOBILE ~

DATE OF PURCHASE::

011010

DATE OF "SOT"::

131210

PRICE::

RM200

DATE OF PURCHASE::

030409

DATE OF TAKEN::

130709

PRICE::

RM330

now .. 

i don't care la if i bought this two mobile

with my own money ... 

not also care if they ROSAK or whatsoever ... 

but, 

UNFORTUNATELY ... 

these were bought using MY PARENT'S MONEY !!!

thats why when these two ROSAK ... 

i'll try whatever the way are to fixed them ... 

its not worth it for some people ... 

but for me ,

they are ... 

i appreciated it even my hands are kinda ROUGH with my mobile .. 

REGRET ?!!

OF COURSE I AM !!!

Our Friendship

spend hours of time doing this ..

tears rolled down ...

indicates that me really miss the fun, the laugh and most of all the joy we had ...

hopefully can do like this again another time ..

^^

time to light up the world !

In the western world, the birthday of Jesus Christ has been celebrated on December 25th.There were mid-winter festivals in ancient Babylon and Egypt, and Germanic fertility festivals also took place at this time. The birth of the ancient sun-god Attis in Phrygia was celebrated on December 25^th, as was the birth of the Persian sun-god, Mithras. The Romans celebrated Saturnalia, a festival dedicated to Saturn, the god of peace and plenty, that ran from the 17^th to 24^th of December. Public gathering places were decorated with flowers, gifts and candles were exchanged and the population, slaves and masters alike, celebrated the occasion with great enthusiasm.In Scandinavia, a period of festivities known as Yule contributed another impetus to celebration, as opposed to spirituality. As Winter ended the growing season, the opportunity of enjoying the Summer's bounty encouraged much feasting and merriment.The Celtic culture of the British Isles revered all green plants, but particularly mistletoe and holly. These were important symbols of fertility and were used for decorating their homes and altars.New Christmas customs appeared in the Middle Ages. The most prominent contribution was the carol, which by the 14th century had become associated with the religious observance of the birth of Christ.In Italy, a tradition developed for re-enacting the birth of Christ and the construction of scenes of the nativity. This is said to have been introduced by Saint Francis as part of his efforts to bring spiritual knowledge to the laity.Saints Days have also contributed to our Christmas celebrations. A prominent figure in today's Christmas is Saint Nicholas who for centuries has been honored on December 6th. He was one of the forerunners of Santa Claus.Another popular ritual was the burning of the Yule Log, which is strongly embedded in the pagan worship of vegetation and fire, as well as being associated with magical and spiritual powers.Celebrating Christmas has been controversial since its inception. Since numerous festivities found their roots in pagan practices, they were greatly frowned upon by conservatives within the Church. The feasting, gift-giving and frequent excesses presented a drastic contrast with the simplicity of the Nativity, and many people throughout the centuries and into the present, condemn such practices as being contrary to the true spirit of Christmas.The earliest English reference to December 25^th as Christmas Day did not come until 1043.

Christmas is a season to celebrate

Christmas is a season to receive

Christmas is a season to give

Christmas is a season to open the new book in life

Christmas is a season to be jolly

Christmas is a season to be with family

Christmas is a season to be what we want

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

unique not ANTIQUE ~

my hamster ~

no more her in this family ...

she's not coming back ...

i can accept it now ...

just sometime, when see her cage ...

make me realized that

i'm really empty now ..

she's my friend when

i'm feeling down ...

longing for her ...

feeling missing her so much lately ...

she never can be replaced ...

plus, included not EXCLUDED ..

me thinking when my hair can grow ?

miss my long hair ....

damn it rosak last2 month ...

huhu !

kena tegur sdh gara2 potong rambut ...

hehe ~

sorry !

no latest photo from him ~

hehe

miss him so much !

miss his voice,

miss his face ..

still remember the first time i saw him at church

nice moment ..

nice to hold ...

meant to be mine ...

DONNY ISYAK ANGGOR

perfecto !

lovin' myself here ~

haha ! nice capture bro !!

love bring me near to you ..

love make me appreciate you more ...

you steal my heart till now ..

fall in love everyday with you ...

you're the one ..

the one ...

another me from our outing ..

photo taken by MR. PAPARAZZI ..

Melchizedek Michael op koz ..

lets call him FREELANCE PHOTOGRAPHER keyh ?

hehe !

this is my new friends although me do not know them well ...

my new sister ...

want to know their face ?

lets rob it now !

introducing !!!! *drumroll please*

margaret and lozethien ...

elyvia gitu lorh ...

naa .. more about her .. me also don't know ..

but,

obviously,

she's good to me ... care about me ... nice to have sister like her even though we haven't met yet ...

don't know why ...

but, in the same time ..

i miss her too ...

hehe ~

to sista ku : margaret, lozethien and elyvia ..

suhie enchuri gambar ...

stay bajik okeyh ?

from me ... debbie ..

:)

want to meet my family ?

my new family ?

stay tuned with me DEBAB !

*new name from my cuzzie*

haha !

edited picture of

MR. and MRS. WILSON DAVIS CHAPOH

great person even though me always make them upset ...

GOD ALWAYS BLESS YOU ..

GOD BLESS YOUR 21st YEAR OF MARRIAGE ...

new person in life ...

wonder they know about me ...

hehe

hello there MR. and MRS. ANGGOR ..

nice !

WENNY WILSON DAVIS ..

sista bh nie ...

cun kan ?

syg klo borang dh full ..

haha !

next time

u dh kja ... don't forget belanja i ~

THINGS KEEP ON CHANGING

PEOPLE KEEP ON MANIPULATING OTHERS ...

BUT

ONE THING WE MUST KEEP HOLDING ON ...

L I F E M U S T G O E S O N ...

SET YOUR MINDS ON THINGS THAT ARE ABOVE

NOT ON THINGS THAT ARE ON THE EARTH ...

-FINISH-

forever me ~ DEBBIE WILSON DAVIS